Today has been...

utter shit.

There's simply no other way to put it. I didn't sleep much, I kept having nightmares, to the point that at about 4am, I turned on the light and tried to sleep the rest of the night like a little baby, complete with nightlight and blankie. Just tossed and turned though because then the rains and the winds came and slammed against the metal of my A/C & whistled & groaned through my thin, poorly installed windows so then THAT noise kept me up, despite all earplugs and stuffing of head under pillows. Then I'm late leaving for work because of the lack of sleep and I'm grumpy and feeling BLAH and I get outside and that same wind and rain soaked me to the bone and made me feel like a wet dog all day.

WOOF WOOF. I have nothing to say, this is going to be all complaints if I keep it up. Plus I'm sore, my ribs and my arms hurt because TA DA! Yes, there is one bright spot! I've started up the yoga thing again and this is the second Sunday in a row I've gone and hurrah for me. I'm very proud of myself because I've missed it, I really have. I knew I did, every week for the past year I said "this week I'm going" and it was so easy for me to find an excuse not to go...but I finally stopped being a dork about it and just did it. But the problem is, I leave there all smiley and at peace then then it all unravels just 12 hours later.

Must work on that ... must find a way to keep the yoga calm in my pocket, even if just as a small secret only I know.

Well I did update Bloggie today, didn't I? I wanted something prettier, more elegant. I like it. I do believe it was the only thing I did all day that's worth noting though and THAT I find reprehensible. Surely there's more to a day then scooting through blogger layouts...

Other than that, I've got nothing, NOTHING to report. That's why I've written not a thing for 2010, I was gone, then I was sick and I just feel like now I'm settling into a groove, things are fitting where they ought to be, I'm getting a schedule, a routine, new habits trying to be formed - etc. I'm trying anyway.

I'm hoping tomorrow is better for me. Less wet, less windy, less of me cursing inwardly, less of me yawning and bemoaning having to sit upright. I'm hoping for all good things.

So go on, Universe ... surprise me.

I dare you.