I'm sad...

That's the general feeling at the moment..sad. Because about a month or so ago, I feel like I lost a friend and I hate losing friends. There are some friendships or acquaintances that come and ago and based on their value, its generally okay - people lose touch or stop having things in common or never had anything except maybe work to talk about and when you stop being co-workers, the friendship or bond that you have dissolves. And those are okay - that's life. That type of person usually just slides out of your life and at some point it seems as if they were never there at all. But this friend was very valuable to me and someone I cared very deeply for and somehow, they slipped away - it doesn't matter whether or not it's my fault or the other person's fault, what matters is that the friendship, and the bond, and the general caring about that person is missed and there is a void because of their absence and so I'm sad